Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Till death do them apart

I made a trip to a hamlet about twenty kilometres from Prague just to enjoy the tranquility of a place where the road literally ends. I used to spend my holiday there as a little boy and I just get an urge to see this spot from time to time. As I got to the river I found out that it was possible to walk on a weir and sit down on a concrete block in the middle. So I rolled up my jeans, took my shoes off and waded through the water. The river was droning which was fine because this soothing sound was louder then all the noise coming from a nearby motorway.
Then, out of the sudden, two snow-white swans came to see me. They couple was graciously coming closer and closer, I could almost touch them. They examined me closely but seemed to be proud enough not to beg. This lovely scenery took only a few minutes then they both continued to enjoy each other and earn their daily bread.
I have never seen them at this place before, they must be new there. Swans are new species in my country, being unknown fifty years ago. For some reason they started migrating from Scandinavia to the south and some of them decided no to migrate back. So we have them now.
Watching them reminded me of what the true unconditional love is. They used to being mutually devoted to each other and stay together „till death do them apart“. I guess the two on the river were ugly ducklings a few months ago but now they begin to learn what does it mean to fall in love. It is going to be something different compared to human beings love but the principles are the same. Maybe without all those wonderful feelings when the nature is calling, but who knows, but the final goal is common – just giving birth and bring up offspring.
Brittany has been listening to the voice of nature and she has made her first really important step. One of those a woman can never forget. She has got closer to her final goal, to becoming a mother.

"I can't say that I've ever had someone in my life that I've felt incredibly comfortable with before I met Danny. Sure, Lara was always there to listen to me bicker and tell her things that I could never even tell my twin sister, but Danny is another story. I can tell Danny anything and not feel like a fool or embarrassed (granted some of the things that I haven't told him would turn my face beet red). I can't believe, that after 19 years of celibacy, I finally lost it. I'm no longer in the virgin club. And I finally found someone that actually likes me, no, loves me. Maybe it was all the years of doubting I would, or could, ever find someone. It's amazing what the brain starts to do, how it starts to justify being single, when you've gone forever without a boyfriend or a significant other and you start thinkingthat the single life was meant for you, that you would never find someone who you could confide everything in.
Okay, I know he will read this, because he reads everything I write, but I need to get something across that I have no problem talking about, but I'm sure he would kill me if he knew I was talking about it. I'm not a very selfish person. I look out for others more than I look out for myself. So, lover boy, when a so called 'problem' happens, I don't care. I'm more worried about whether or not I'm pleasing you rather than you pleasing me. It gives me tons of pleasure to know that I'm able to do particular things to you, and that's what I get high off of. I love watching your face, hearing you make noises, feel your body react to the way I'm touching you. That's what gets me off. So know although something might not be happening your way, it's definitely happening my way.
I had to get that off my chest. I love talking to you. I love listening to you talk about nonsense and everyday shit. I love hearing your voice, seeing you smile. I love knowing that you're listening to me. I love knowing that you care about me, want to help me. I love you! I want to spend every day with you. I want to spend every night with you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. And I've never felt this way about anyone else in my life."

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